I have not posted in about a week... This is because life always seams to get in the way of everything ;) Let me explain. In the beginning of September I believe September 1st actually. I was getting ready to head to school, the beginning of my sophomore year! But on that fateful day I ended up slipping and falling, there was a wet spot on the floor. When I fell I ended up tearing my Achilles Tendon. So because of my little trip I have been struggling a lot with pain. This is a painful injury so it makes perfect sense that I have been in pain, but it has not only been my leg in pain but my heart too. I have been having to deal with myself a lot lately. Tearing my Achilles has now prevented me from playing basketball at school this year, I can barely keep up with my friends when we go grocery shopping, I can't dance at a party, to be honest I should not even be driving my car because my foot doesn't bend in that direction; Basically all I can successfully do is sleep A LOT. I am like a baby, I sleep all night long at least 8 hours (usually 10) any less and I am not present to be around. I take REALLY long naps in the afternoon, from around 2:30 when I get out of class until about 5:30 or 6. Sometimes my naps even last until 7 honestly it is ridiculous, and when I am awake I am to tired to do anything.
Because of this, at this time my parents and I have decided that it is best for me to stop my schooling while I heal and so that I am home for recovery after surgery. So this leaves me to a place where I wonder what I should do with my life? It makes me wonder where I need to go from here, Am I still going to blog about something? I don't know.
Like normal I really don't have anything in particular to say maybe I just needed somewhere to talk, I feel as if I am at a cross road in life. I know where I want to be, I know what I am going to do to get what I want, but right now nothing seams to be going anywhere. So I think this is a new start and I need to take a step back to what I said in my first blog.
"A man plans his course but the LORD determines his steps"
This just keeps getting harder.
~Em
